Feelings

 Yes i heard a new twist from my babu that news she said that meri shadi jaldi ho jayegi or wo yeh kehkr thodi der ke liye bilkul chup ho gayi, I know ro rhi thi tb lekin jhtka mujhe bhi lga ke jo shadi november me honi thi wo ek sath kse ho skti july me jisme ke doctor ne bhi bola hai ke ye shadi ke liye prepare ni hai ladki kisi bhi tarike se. I dont what will happen in future but today i take some decision and take some oath main kabhi bhi apne babu ko khi se bhi block nahi krunga wo bhi nahi kregi lekin wo ldki hai sasural me mjburi me use krna bhi pd skta hai lekin m kbhi ni krne wala chahe iske liye muje kuch bhi sacrifice krna pde ab dusra jb tk sadi ni ho rhi tbhi tk m use msg krunga apni trf se uske baad wo hi phla msg kregi, sabse last jo hmesa khtab hu m uska pillar bna rhunga in any situation agr puri duniya bhi uska sath 6od degi to m sath rhunga uske, wo jo problem iss time face kr rhi hai muje sb smjh aata hai lekin main kbhi bhi show ni kra paata lekin m ab puri kos...

 Agar main baat kru new turn ki toh wo 10 jan se hi shuru ho gya lekin fir bhi kbhi meri babu ne toh kbhi mene ek dusre ko smbhala or bhut smbhala. Aur sbse achi baat yeh hui ki us ldke se iski baat approxmiamtely one month ke liye band bhi hui or hm log khus bhi rhne lge thode din ki hi sahi lekin iss khusi se ummide jyada ho gyi khaskr mujhe. Fir aata hai main turn jb babu jati aati hai delhi or jati hai Dr. ke pas wha se jo pta chla wo shocking tha ki ldki bimar ni tenstion  me hai or thi bhi tension ek trf jisse shadi honi hai uska yeh ni pta ke shadi ke khus rkhega ya ghulam bnakr rkhne ke chkkr me hain or dusri trf jisse itna pyr hai jo sb kuch krne ko taiyar hai uske liye kuch kr ni paa ri thi mjburi mein. Hua fir whi jiska dr tha babu ki chachi ne bola isse baat kr jis ldke se ek mnth se koi baat ni ki usse achank bola gya baat lkr sb clear kr puri life ka sawal hai isne mujse bola k baat krni hai ulta mt smjna lekin main bhi smjh gya k bs ek mhine ki khushi thi mil gy...

 Love you my dear, Aaaj wo din tha jis din ka intejar hum dono i think pichle 9 salo se kr rhe the. Wo din jiske liye muje bhi lgta tha k kb m itna kma paaunga ki apne hatho se ring phna sku, wo din jiske liye tumne hmesa mujse pyr bhi kiya or ladai bhi ki aap kbhi esa kr bhi paaoge ya ni lekin 20 feb Delhi Gate wo restaurant iss baat ke gawah hai ke haa wo din aa gya or aaj mene apni baabu ko apne hatho se ring phna di. Lekin baat to shuru se hi honi chaiye k kb kse phna di kese plan bna toh baat suru hoti engagement ke baad se jb mene dekha ke babu(ishika) k hath m ring kisi or ne phna di to main bilkul tut gya k yeh to hm dono ka sapna tha ye bhi yhi khti thi k meri ek hi iccha hai aap muje ring do ek jise main kbhi ni utaru or mera bhi bhut mn tha ke isko main apne hatho se ring phnau fir engagement ke baad jb m jyada sad hua toh tbhi mene to decide kr liya k ring to deni hai kese bhi du lekin main role meri babu ka hi rha jisne wo ring khud se arrnage ki mjse pasand krayi or g...