New Turn in Our Life

 Agar main baat kru new turn ki toh wo 10 jan se hi shuru ho gya lekin fir bhi kbhi meri babu ne toh kbhi mene ek dusre ko smbhala or bhut smbhala. Aur sbse achi baat yeh hui ki us ldke se iski baat approxmiamtely one month ke liye band bhi hui or hm log khus bhi rhne lge thode din ki hi sahi lekin iss khusi se ummide jyada ho gyi khaskr mujhe. Fir aata hai main turn jb babu jati aati hai delhi or jati hai Dr. ke pas wha se jo pta chla wo shocking tha ki ldki bimar ni tenstion  me hai or thi bhi tension ek trf jisse shadi honi hai uska yeh ni pta ke shadi ke khus rkhega ya ghulam bnakr rkhne ke chkkr me hain or dusri trf jisse itna pyr hai jo sb kuch krne ko taiyar hai uske liye kuch kr ni paa ri thi mjburi mein. Hua fir whi jiska dr tha babu ki chachi ne bola isse baat kr jis ldke se ek mnth se koi baat ni ki usse achank bola gya baat lkr sb clear kr puri life ka sawal hai isne mujse bola k baat krni hai ulta mt smjna lekin main bhi smjh gya k bs ek mhine ki khushi thi mil gyi ab inki baate fir se shuru honi hai or Aryan beta agr tuje ab apne aapko smbhalna hai toh abhi mentally prepare ho jao wrna tumhare L lgne lgne wale hai.

Babu (Ishika)  ne chachi ki bato me aakr call kr di msg kr diye usne attitude m fr bhi ni diya reply kash yhi sb ruk jata ni hota kuch or lekin babu ko lga sb khtm krne ka chance hai to usne uski bhn ko bola k call krao ya msg baat krni hai muje. Yeh sbse glt chij hui mere point of view se us ldke baat ki or ldai bhi hui  baat bhi hui . Maine phle hi preplan kr liya tha k yeh aaya to m jaunga' hua bhi whi mene babu ko hr jgh se blok bhi kiya lekin dil hai ki dhdkne ruk ni rhi blok krne k bad fr se whi problem fir babu or sdme m aa yi muje bhi lga bhi tension ki wjh se thik ni hai or jyada tension legi to bimar hogi, fir usne muje kha ke wo ab 2 3 din ni aane wala toh muje lga chl 2 3 din baat kr lete hai

Next day aaya life ka ek golden moment ise ghr jana tha toh main delhi se ise lekr aaya room pr bhi aaye kiss bhi kiye sb kuch kr bhi leta pura moka tha lekin bs mn ni hua qki wo thik ni thi uska ilaj chl rha tha or sex kisi ki jaan se bdhkr ni hai. Life moka to fir degi lekin bs khus tha jse bhi tha bhut khus tha ke aaj babu mre sath hai wo bhi 3 ghnte liye bs ghr phuchkr hi lga babu puri chnage ho gyi usne ek msg krke yeh bhi ni batya k m phuch gyi hu to hurt hua lekin chlo bhul jata hai insan m bhi bhulta hu rat ko baat krne ki kosis ki to koi aa gya fr uske baad ghnto tk mne wait kiya bhut msg kiye bhut kosis ki baat kr lu lekin jb bhi dekha on a call thi mtlb bsy thi usi chutiye ldke ke sath. 

Yeh wo moment tha jb lga sb khtm kr du or mne use block kr diya qki hurt bhut hua jb pta chla ke 4.40 tk jgi or mre kisi bhi msg ka koi rply ni diya bhut hurt hua ksm ni hoti toh aj hi khud ko khtm kr deta lkin best yhi hai ab duri bna li jaye ab subh me call ayi hai to pta chla hai k mobile airplane mode pr hai lekin yr msg to mene 2 bje bhi kiye unka no reply or phle bhimkiye no reply.

I can't understand what should i do at this time, i want a solution but i dont have any solution, I want  to block her from my every social accounts but i can't. If i block her then behave like a psycho. what should i do God plz help me. 

How to out from this sitution, i never face this situation. I wanna die but i can't, I wanna dumb her but i can't, i wanna go away from this location, but i can't. I dont want to maary anyone other than babu but i can't. 

Can anyone help me how to face this situation?


Lots of love kitna bhi presan ho lu kitni bhi gaali de lu lekin pyar km ni hota bhrosha todne ka mn ni hota supportive piller bnne s piche htne ka mn ni hota bs lgta hai jo kh degi whi kr du. Hoor ki pari toh nahi bs phla pyar hai jise khona hi ni chahta.

Love you if something gone wrong with me toh uska reason main or tu kbhi ni hone wale wo natural hoga bs. isse aage ni likhna kuch bhi.

STOP


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